That's what I do, I draw PORN and I enjoy drawing PORN.  Other artist may scoff at my decision to draw porn and turn up their noses to the base quality of my "art".  But I can care less what they think, it brings me pleasure to be able to draw the things I love.  I sometimes imagine that if only they had the balls to do what I do, they would do it themselves too. Perhaps they don't want to get the stigma of having done this and then have their peers look down on them.  Yes, I understand how you can belong to a society of artist and hold in high esteem what your fellow artist think of you. Or perhaps it is your own sense of values that sets you on the high road that prohibit you from ever thinking of drawing anything remotely resembling porn.  Some established artist possibly delve as low as "Pin-Ups" and to them that is as low as they can go, for it would tarnish their reputation if they delved any deeper.  I am not saying that all artist should draw porn, no.  I rather enjoy the purely artistic endeavors that my fellow artist pursue. What I am simply proposing is that you accept that there are people like me in the world and that is never going to change.  It is more reflective on you that you should judge others.  

~JAB

So now I find myself working like a mad dog , getting close to the end of the year, making up for lost time.  Yes I admit, I was out of it for a while.  There were times that I just didn't want to draw anything.  But now it's different and I find that I have the energy to work on three comix at the same time. So on top of the KP comix that I am scheduled to finish, I've also started drawing My Hot Ass Neighbor #7 and Ay Papi #16.  Yes, the MHN07 is about the pool party and NO the Ay Papi #16 isn't the camping trip.  I don't understand how people can imagine that I can just jump ahead in the storytelling and forget about all the stuff that leads up to the camping trip.  But I suppose my sketches have a lot to do with people wanting to see those issues. Perhaps I should just stop leaking sketches, that way you don't know what's coming. Anyways, this Ay Papi will be a total surprise for you all.  It's also going to be one of the best yet.  I haven't leaked any sketches for this episode because up till now, I hadn't drawn anything for it. But I've had it all in my mind this whole time and now that I am in production mode, I am developing sketches left and right for this thing.  For MHN you don't really need to guess what's going to happen, I've laid it out in my sketches for all to see. However, you may find that you enjoy the storytelling bit.

Anyway, back to work.  I hardly watch any TV now, it's all about drawing and listening to music.  Of course, my choice of music is the best music the world has ever giving the human race, which is TRANCE.  I downloaded this app called AH.COM  or After Hours,  non-stop trance 24/7 with no commercials. HEAVEN!


~JAB

Yes, it is happening this year. I will be at booth 5457515454. Nah, just kidding. I will be incognito.  So it's like I was never there.  Anyways, I am so looking forward to it.  My expectations are low, seriously. That only means that anything that happens will be good.  I don't know what to expect, so it will all be new in a sense.  Anyways, if you're an artist and are exhibiting there, drop your info here and I will see about visiting you there.  

~JAB

Hello All,

Well this year, I am going to do some parody comix and some original ones as well. I have slated another issue of My Hot Ass Neighbor too later this year. The good news is that Rick Fields is back and has already drawn Farm Lessons and is currently finishing Total Drama Island comix.  Right now, I am currently working on this Kim Possible comix based on a sketch I posted here.  Wraith Fades wrote the story and I am sexing it up for him. Sorry I can show any previews, it's just too damn hot for DA.  But you can see it soon enough, it's making it's way through my machine of artist who are the best in the whole fucking world! That is no small boast, they are truly great. Anyways, last year I was planning on going to Comic Con in San Diego, but because of circumstances relating to universal destiny/ reflectivity, things did not go as I had planned. Now this year I plan on going. But I expect anything at this point.  I do no imagine that this will be all that I ever do, but I will do it while it last.  I do not seem to be lacking the creativity required to continue this work. However, other projects call me, and I must eventually answer. These projects are not porn related (in case your perverted anxious mind was wondering).  But whether I answer the call of destiny remains to be seen.  I could easily ignore it and continue my life as is. But then, what kind of shallow life will that be?

I had this strange elaborate dream that the Dark Side of the Force was prevalent throughout the universe and the Good side of the force hadn't been discovered yet. Only Luke Skywalker was the only one experimenting it. There was no Obi-Wan to guide him here. Even Lea was using her evil ways to get what he she wants. In fact, everybody was evil to some extent. Just like in our world, everybody is good to some extent. Not everybody is purely evil in this dream. What was strange was how little things would change, for instance, instead of them saying "For God's sake" they would say "For the Devil's sake" .  Anyways, Luke sucked at controlling the force, all his other classmates excelled. Oh yeah, I forgot, he was in some sort of Dark Force Academy.  Anyways, he couldn't tap into the dark side of the force because he wasn't in tune with it. In order to be in tune with the dark side, you must have something evil about you. Luke didn't have an evil bone in his body, so he was an outsider and he couldn't manage the force like his other classmates could. The teachers wondered about him. Anyways, my dream didn't go that long. All I remember is that Lea was very manipulative with her sexuality, getting boys to go on missions they wouldn't have otherwise gone on if it was up to them.

The reason the dream is significant is that it serves as a metaphor to whatever is going on in my life or what is happening in the world. I wouldn't want to live in a world where "Good" is the anomaly. Many think that "Evil" is seductive, it may be but the road that it leads you to is so far from where you should be. The way you know this is how empty inside you feel. The more hollow, the farther you've drifted from your destiny. Alignment with your universe career is crucial to feeling that connectiveness that you once felt, whether you were a child or in love as an adult. When you are on your universe path, you just feel it. There is no quantifiable or qualifiable measure by which you can confirm any of this, you just know. It is like how you once felt when you knew you were supposed to be at a certain place and time.

Evil leads you from that path and feeling. Evil only fills the soul with temporary feelings that quickly empty and you must have more to fulfill that feeling you first had. It's like a drug that gives you a high then you crash, leaving you empty inside.

Goodness fills the soul with feelings that are everlasting.

Each path is different. No one person is destined to follow the same exact path as another. We each make our own choices in life that define our lives and the path is fluid. But every once in a while you stumble on to the path you should be on and you have this overwhelming feeling of Deja Vu' that leaves you either marveling about this insight or leaves you confirming your decisions to lead a life of goodness.

So going back to my dream, like Luke, we must discover that goodness for ourselves, despite whatever world we may live in. Our conditions of living can become a factor in our development but ultimately become just an excuse for us to shun the "Good" side of the force.

OK, here is my little update for this time of year. I'm attempting tackling two projects at once, Ay Papi and I Can't Make It Without Mom's Ass (a new one-shot comix). The reason being is that I get bored with one or the other and I need to switch it up a bit. However, I am getting into both comix, so they might go quickly as far as drawing is concerned.

I just came off of a long hiatus, where I didn't draw anything for a long time. In fact, I mostly spent my nights in the chat room doing request. So I did draw, but not the stuff I should have been working on. However, I needed all that time to unwind and recharge. I almost felt like I was in some sort of cocoon and I was going through a metamorphosis.  Well, that time has passed and now I feel ready to tackle these new projects.  

I am fortunate that I have supporting artist who have picked up the slack while I was on my little sabbatical. Rick Fields and his Johnny Testicles really rocked.  One more page to go and on to the next comix. I am still trying to decide which one to put out first. However, before another one comes out, I am going to put out these amazing paintings that I commissioned Amy Matthews to do for me. Right now she's doing a series of paintings involving Julia and Natalie. She will move on to a Sharona picture next.

So maybe you have seen the image of Helen for this new comix I am working on. The story is really good, at least I think so. It was written by a guy named Anal King. I found the story while visiting the Literotica website. I asked him if I could use it and I wrote a script based on that. The script I wrote in November of last year, so it's a long time coming for this thing to finally be produced.  It's funny how projects are getting scheduled way in advance, like in the animation studios.  The only project that I rushed through, because I new it could be done fast, was Johnny Testicles.  I knew Rick was the right guy for the job and he was available.  Otherwise, that project would have had to wait until next year for me to tackle it. I am realizing that there are some things are others are simply better at. Rick has a very cartoony feel to his work that goes perfectly with that project, more so than me.  I've even commission Pyro (Johnny Testicles writer) to come up with another script of Johnny Testicles and one of Total Drama Island, just so Rick can draw it.

During my cocoon stage, I watched the entire three seasons of Veronica Mars, a shit load of movies and lots of time with family.  These periods of rest are important to my mental health. Now I can delve back into the madness of cartoon porn.

JAB out

So I finished the last page of Americunt Dragon 2 yesterday. Now I'm moving on to other projects. Either it will be Ay Papi 15, Goof Trap 2 or this new comix based on a story by Anal King.  

I also see myself continuing going into the chat room on my website.  I've been spending a lot of time there, mostly drawing for people. They make a request and I try my best to draw that.  Sometimes, it takes longer for me just to research what they want than actually draw what they want. I should really put all my reference in some sort of organized fashion. Last night, when somebody request Francine from American Dad, I knew that I had downloaded some sweet Francine porn but it was mixed in with all the other porn I had downloaded in the past months.  So I was sifting through all that stuff just to find it.  The whole sifting took a while. In the end, I found what I was looking for and ended up creating a decent Francine drawing. I didn't even use the Francine porn I had found, I just used normal reference I had found on Google. Maybe I'll take today just to do all that organization. That way I don't have to spend so much time searching for reference I already have.


JAB out

Strange dreams and revelations.

I just had the most bazaar dream, where I was walking around in this large warehouse of everyday people working. Something was going on that I was unaware of because I was too busy developing my latest invention, a huge balloon ball with some sort of special Teflon coating.  Anyway, it was supposed to be indestructible.  Even when I showed it to a group of people, I was so busy blowing it up with air that I didn't converse with a pretty girl that was trying to talk to me.

Finally, I walked into this break room where I saw about twelve people gathered and they were having a highly intellectual conversation about the state of the world and what was about to happen.  I recognized one of the voices, it was Amy Goodman.  I don't know what she was doing there, but she was talking to all these people about things like there being a coup in Mexico and how the President of Mexico was going to vacation in South America and how he wasn't afraid of assassination because he had with him American Navy Seals to protect him. Also, something was going on in Texas as well.  At this point, I wanted to jump in on the conversation but I still had no idea what they were talking about and I was afraid that all I would say was some Eugenics crap that was on my mind at the time. Then the conversation about Texas got more intense and it sounded like it was planning on succeeding from the United States. However, none of this was going to happen without a fight.  And then Amy Goodman said something right before she left that left me thinking and thinking hard ; "Where will they put the sky?". Then she got up and left.  Those words put a chill in my spine. Were they thinking nuclear weapons here? Did our country really become that bad that this was about to occur? What will happen when Mexico destabilizes?  All of a sudden I found myself in a world where I was so caught up with my own thing that I failed to know all the details of everything.  Suddenly, I was insignificant.  My petty invention was just a toy.  The weight of the world was intense. What was about to happen was frightening.

Then I woke up.......


JAB out

*I had this dream around 9AM to 10:45AM March 27 2010

I find myself suffering from very bad work ethics. I know that I should be drawing and creating more great porn art but I find myself slacking off, doing everything but draw.  I recently switched over to netflix and I've been checking that out.  I've connected my computer to my flat screen TV and I get to watch movies that I stream as though I had rented them, which is very cool. I also wear remote headphones as to not disturb my neighbors, because I like to listen really loud.  However, lately I have been experiencing this sort of drumming in my ear that just wont go away.  Also, since I draw directly onto my computer screen using my Cintiq, I've managed to scratch out a circle pattern onto the screen, which just happened to show up in my vision the other day.  I seriously was seeing this crescent moon visual disruption everywhere I looked. It was really weird.  I finally just shut off all the lights and went to sleep, knowing full well that I needed a huge break because I was definitely seeing weird things.

Other than that, I've gotten into this band Muse. They freaking rock.  I'm one of those types that just doesn't keep up with music, so all this is new for me.  However, I had heard them on the radio before, I just didn't know who they were or didn't bother to find out.  I love their music.  I was also pleasantly surprised to hear song #8 on their new album.  When it got to the opera part, I was like "Hey! That's Samson and Delilah by CAMILLE SAINT-SAËNS. I was a total fan of that way back when. That part where he sings "I belong... I belong to you" is originally "Dalilah...Dalilah..je t'aime".  I was into this girl named Djanira back then and I would change it to "Djanira...Djanira...je t'aime".  Anyway, I know I'm an opera geek.  Speaking of which, I'm going to see the last installment of the Ring Cycle by Richard Wagner next month Twilight of the Gods.  All together, the entire opera is like 16-18 hours.  It's totally epic.

Alright, the progress on MHN is coming along. I'm on page 17 right now. I know what you are thinking, "How could this guy work like this, putting a few pages out at a time?" Well, I don't know either. It's just the way it is. I know that this business model would never in a million years work for the "comic" book industry.  But they're not me and I'm not them. I'm actually kind of sick of MHN and I want to move on to something else now.  Maybe I'll jump onto Ay Papi or the sequel to Americunt Dragon.  

I try not to stress too much about how I work because I am allowing the process to take shape.  If I try to push myself too hard, I might burn out.  Corporations have the tendency of burning out their artist, trying to milk out everything they can get from an artist while they can. Since I am the CEO of my business, I try to pamper my star artist, which is me of course. I allow JAB to ferment his ideas.  However, the problem isn't the lack of ideas, it's the implementation of them.  The good thing is that I am taking my sketchbook around with me again. For a while, I didn't carry it around. I've since finished about a whole sketchbook on just story ideas.  Mostly it's situations that I would like to see my characters in. Usually they involve orgies and such. However, the problem with many of those ideas is that I will physically and emotionally have to get my characters to those situations.  Right now, many of my stories are still developing and I cannot just throw one of my characters to the lions.

People often ask me when I will get to the "pool party", for My Hot Ass Neighbor, and the "camping trip" for Ay Papi.  The problem there is that many other things have to happen before they actually get there.  My other problem is that I like to milk situations. Sometimes I spend way too much time just telling the story.  However, how else can I explain why the story slows down to a crawl when the sex comes around.  And even then I feel as though I don't spend too much time with the sex. I feel it is sometimes rushed through for story's sake.  I don't know how those Japanese do it with their hentia? They lay down their story then they really milk those sex scenes, which is great.  Unfortunately, I limit myself to only twenty one pages per comix and I cannot afford so much milking. Or maybe, I just need to learn how to tell the story with as little panels as possible. Efficiency is the key when it comes to milking cartoon porn.


Well, I can't say that I am completely lazy. I do work on my stories when I am out with my girlfriend.  I take her shopping and I hang out at coffee shops writing my next great porn comix.  So even when I am not drawing, I work.  I suppose that I am just too hard on myself because I do compare myself when I worked in construction and at Disney. I really worked hard then. However, I made comparatively little money then.  I have a philosophy that one should improve him or herself sufficiently enough to work less hours and yet have more rewards.  I do value my leisure for I look at it as an investment into my mental well-being.  The leisure allows me to dream up the next story.  Working non-stop sometimes creates automatons of us all. We work, work, work and we never have time to plan our next move. Working longer doesn't make any of us happier. I've been both unemployed and over-employed and I wasn't happy either way. It took me a while to find the balance that I needed in my life.  I think that if a person is happy doing something that may or may not pay that much, they should stick with it.  Art has always made me happy. I tried the whole mainstream art thing and it wasn't right for me. Right now, this porn art thing is working for me. It may not always be the case but I'm not fighting it right now.

As for my website, we've recently launched a new Wiki section that deals with all things JAB. Go check it out. [link]


Thanks for reading my ramblings.  

JAB out

Well, it's close to the end of the year and I am barely starting on the next MHAN.  So far it's going really good.  I'm am super happy with my inker from Brazil.  He's done a terrific job on a couple of issues of mine.  My colorist rocks as well.  

While searching through the Literotica files, I found this great story that I am going to turn into a comix. I've written up the script adaptation for it and I am ready to go forward with it.  I still need to do some model studies, but I otherwise have a green light on this.  This will be different from my usual comix in the way that it's only a one time thing.

My recent parodies comix have found much success.  I plan on doing the sequel to Americunt Dragon and Goof Trap next year.  There is also another Ay Papi in store.  For now, I am plugging away at My Hot Ass Neighbor 5.  

Sometimes I get tempted to draw some other stuff just to keep my mind working, but I have to curb my impulses and get back to the task at hand.  

My plate is pretty much full for 2010. Hopefully I can produce more work this coming year.

JAB out

Hello,  

I've been staying indoors for the past week. There is a lot of smoke and ash flying around.  I was real close to the first fire, the Morris Fire, so far it's 95% contained.  The other one, the Station Fire is slowly creeping my way. However, despite the fact that it's a few miles away, I get lot's of smoke over here. The helicopters and planes are constantly flying over my house. Thank God for these firefighters.  They're doing an awesome job.


I just finished drawing the very last page of Ay Papi 14 yesterday.  I sent it out to my inker in Brazil.  I wish he was here and I was there. That last page took me forever to complete. I sort of burned out.  So I took up other things, like watching the entire season 1 of Deadwood.  I've never really seen it, so now I am catching up on it. I've been also spending way too much time on a bunch of other forums pissing people off.  I've made some friends, thankfully.  So it's been fun. I've been doing anything to keep my mind busy.  Now it seems as though I have the energy again to continue with my other projects. So I will most likely start doing all that stuff soon.

In the meanwhile, I may pop in here from time to time to post some sketches.  


JAB out

Wasssup Wasssup.  I've completed ten sketched pages for Ay Papi 14.Tonight, I also completed the cover and have already sent it out to my inker in Brazil. Oh GOD how I wish I was there to see all those women with small bikinis and big asses.  Anyways, you will see a Brazilian inspired character in my upcoming (or up and cumming) Ay Papi.  Actually, she's Colombiana, but what the hell, they're all hot down there.  So now, I only have 11 pages left to draw. No biggy.  I look forward to it because it's the most exciting sexual part. Other than that, I've been doing MHN sketches, finding the possibilities in my drawings. That's how I come up with my stories most of the time, I draw a scene first, then I try to make it fit somewhere.  The other times, I start with a script and go from there.  I go back and forth, it's never just one way or the other.  For example, I had tons of drawings already done for the last MHN, but I had almost nothing for this current Ay Papi. Hopefully, it will be a pleasant surprise to my fans out there.  


JAB out

So I've been drawing like crazy, coming up with new ideas for MHN. Of course, I ain't going to post any of that stuff here unless I love love love being banned for nakid stuff.  Plus, don't DA like own your stuff once you post it here. So no way man. I'll only post throw away stuff and R rated at most.  But on to what the hell I'm doing right now. Aside from doing all those sketches, I'm actually drawing up AP 14 right now. It will soon be out.  I'm also writing a script for MHN5. I've been trying to add as much sex as possible in these upcoming comix. Ever since the big crash, I've been having fun dreaming up new stuff.  So it's all good.

I lost some of my links in a terrible platter crash that too so many of my dear friends away. In other words, I lost a lot of data.  So I haven't checked into this deviant account.  Although, having gone through some of the people watching me, I've discovered some really cool stuff.  I might make more frequent visits. Anyways, been looking at the news and seeing how this new Flu virus is spreading fear.  Stay safe out there.

JAB out